2000 Days

Years before I got sober, I wrote a song called Wondering Where This Will End. At the time, I didn't fully understand why those words came out the way they did.

Now I think I do.

"Tell me now what You want from me.
Tell me now what You want from me.
Take my hand. Do what You want with me."

Looking back, I realize I wasn't just writing a song.

I was asking for help.

I didn't know what the next 2,000 days would hold. I couldn't have imagined the people I'd meet, the places I'd go, the music I'd write, the woman I'd marry, the quiet life I'd come to love, or the struggles I'd still have to face.

But I can see God's grace in places I couldn't recognize at the time.

One ordinary day at a time, He gave me back a life I never expected to have.

And apparently... one that is now full enough that I forgot to count

I created this short film to accompany these reflections. Sometimes music and images say what words can't.